The issue of his statement is that he said he had no patience.
And now I wonder, why he came back? Why he reached out to me? Why he jus-
Oh wait! I can't wonder any longer.
It's completely unreasonable to lose my time wonder why he does what he does and thinking about him all the time.
The choice was made. I have only 28 years or less before cancer strikes me out, so I can lose my time with someone who has no patience to me.
What I need right now is a comfortable bed, countless hours to sleep, a one-way pass to the North and a chocolate milk shake. Companions are a plus, but I'm fighting to make them not so necessary as they seemed.
Also, I need my castle to emphatise my kingdom.
I am the King!
And always will be.